*Life had begun!

“life will be better in spring”

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my daddy keep asking me to pack my stuff

those stuff that wanna bring back to kl

im here already 6 years 

so many things had been kept...

and not willing to throw them away...

but i decided to clean up my things when i had read a book




# Chapter 7: 

很多事物并非我们以为的那么重要，那么不可或缺。

东西不多的好处是当他想离开的时候，便可以随时离开，没有牵绊和束缚。




i realized that actually got many things i just kept for no reason 

better thow away 

then i can leave any time without 牵绊和束缚




生活越简单；
生命越自在。




Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything
# Nothing at all =)










*200th post



off day when to Damai specialist...

mami going for operation...

sitting beside her and watch her sleeping...

nothing i can do...

walking around and pass by the new born baby's room

those babies are so 'small' and cute....

i was thinking that when can i have a little baby yarh?!

haha still early lah... bf also dont have how to have a baby! xp

then i have when to breadboss using their free-wifi...

to pass my time...

cz later need to go back accompany mami....

yes, it disappeared...

everything back to normal... 

just like nothing happened before...

why should i let myself being that selfish!

im awake...

feeling more relax and comfortable now...

loll when i saw u went toward her...

my heart really not feeling good...

im just thinking that 'damn can i run away now!'

the hate-ness toward her become much more again...

inside a same car with u i act like very calm...

actually i dont even dare to look back...

but the moment i heard ur voice and ur laugh 

u still the noob guy that i ever met...

i realized that... 




喜欢一个人不一定要拥有他
只要看到他开心的样子 其实我也一样开心



okay im kinda disappointed with my result...

emmm...

1A 3B GCPA 3.2

my econ not as my expectation... well...

hmmm... then the most annoying thingy is -what should i do the next step... 

回忆多痛苦　又被发现　我不愿

我不要我不想　在相同的地点搁浅

你的 我的 他的　就请划清界线

我过得很好　不要打扰

这一刻安静就好

别再惊动爱情

emmmm haha really become 熟悉的陌生人....





since our RMC gathering till now 

already 2 months ago...

we had our 2013 first gathering at city mall korean BBQ and veda blue

but we less of 2 member : huizhen sushi

miss all of them... the time we study together go tuition together

haihhhh time flies...

looking forward to our chinese class gathering with our beloved teacher alex tan hahaha...




haiz when is our stpm result gonna release ya ?!

is it becz of election and the 'sulu' thingy made the date postpone.... hmmm....

better dont fall on my birthday orh! 


recently really bz in working... after reached home i will watch rm to fill up my time! i thought

when my time is full filled then i have no time to think other 'thingy'... hahaha but till now im still

miss him a lot... his face his hair even the perfume that he use... how good if he still beside me...  i

really miss him... but seem like he dont even care me anymore!... so happy to know that he still

will think of u even just wanna get help from u... girl is time to make urself bz oso but 忙也要忙得

有意义! oright? =) life still goes on without them...